GqSoul
Jedi
Hi family. I'm not sure where best to post this, but I've copied it from an attempt to use the "conversations" function. At the root, it's an inquiry about visiting the FOTCM in France for evaluation.
May 9, 2019
Dear Queen Bee,
我不知道如何提出这个间接,或摇身culate my request in a way that isn't influenced by programming, so I'm hopeful that, by Grace, the heart and intent of my message will be communicated and received. Would you and the chateau family be willing to host my family for a brief period? I'm sensitive to the incalculable demand on everyone's energies, and my first concern would be to avoid disrupting the vital work and service you all perform. If it isn't possible, I certainly understand.
This desire is one that I've nurtured for a handful of years and is born of the earnest aim to be useful to the purposes of the DCM. I'm not at all certain that I can be useful, but I'm compelled along this path and I'm striving to become an instrument of her Will.
My life has been marked by this superordinate Quest. It's not until I found your work with the Cs that the explorations and fragmentary knowledge in religion, philosophy and science organized themselves into a comprehensible teleology. I can appreciate the suffering and sacrifice, the repeated disintegrations and transformations that were necessary to become a channel of beauty into this reality; Thank you. Truly. Deeply. Eternally.
Every aspect of my life has been transformed by this service. As I stumble forward in The Work, I'm seeking to develop an ever increasing capacity to fulfill my responsibilities in my primary relationships and express knowledge in practical action. This is my expression of gratitude.
My aim is to present myself before you, the elders, and the Cs; to seek clarity on my experiences, dreams, and visions that seem to be initiatory; to fellowship and receive instruction; if possible, I'd also ask to receive the Reiki attunements. Above all, I'm keen to explore the possibility of contributing to the work. I've committed to writing and sharing, but I'm mindful that only conscious efforts avail.
I don't pretend any conceipt in claiming affinity and I'm leary of the threat of self deception. I don't know what the potentials are, yet I am convicted of this inexplicable knowledge, an unjustifiable intuition, a sense of destiny and mission that I must explore and manifest. I feel as though approaching a crossroads. There's the sense of something impending; something essential and irrepressible is surging within me, that impels me to paddle swiftly to catch the cresting wave.
A soul-felt thanks to the entire QFG. May your efforts be multiplied geometrically!
Sincerely,
Marquis (GqSoul)
May 9, 2019
Dear Queen Bee,
我不知道如何提出这个间接,或摇身culate my request in a way that isn't influenced by programming, so I'm hopeful that, by Grace, the heart and intent of my message will be communicated and received. Would you and the chateau family be willing to host my family for a brief period? I'm sensitive to the incalculable demand on everyone's energies, and my first concern would be to avoid disrupting the vital work and service you all perform. If it isn't possible, I certainly understand.
This desire is one that I've nurtured for a handful of years and is born of the earnest aim to be useful to the purposes of the DCM. I'm not at all certain that I can be useful, but I'm compelled along this path and I'm striving to become an instrument of her Will.
My life has been marked by this superordinate Quest. It's not until I found your work with the Cs that the explorations and fragmentary knowledge in religion, philosophy and science organized themselves into a comprehensible teleology. I can appreciate the suffering and sacrifice, the repeated disintegrations and transformations that were necessary to become a channel of beauty into this reality; Thank you. Truly. Deeply. Eternally.
Every aspect of my life has been transformed by this service. As I stumble forward in The Work, I'm seeking to develop an ever increasing capacity to fulfill my responsibilities in my primary relationships and express knowledge in practical action. This is my expression of gratitude.
My aim is to present myself before you, the elders, and the Cs; to seek clarity on my experiences, dreams, and visions that seem to be initiatory; to fellowship and receive instruction; if possible, I'd also ask to receive the Reiki attunements. Above all, I'm keen to explore the possibility of contributing to the work. I've committed to writing and sharing, but I'm mindful that only conscious efforts avail.
I don't pretend any conceipt in claiming affinity and I'm leary of the threat of self deception. I don't know what the potentials are, yet I am convicted of this inexplicable knowledge, an unjustifiable intuition, a sense of destiny and mission that I must explore and manifest. I feel as though approaching a crossroads. There's the sense of something impending; something essential and irrepressible is surging within me, that impels me to paddle swiftly to catch the cresting wave.
A soul-felt thanks to the entire QFG. May your efforts be multiplied geometrically!
Sincerely,
Marquis (GqSoul)