嗨,这将是有趣的知道C's say about the 'in between' sleeping and waking state. There was an occasion recently when I had been reading the 'iron mountain report' (anyone else read that?). I had been reading it on and off for a few days, as it's quite something to take in, in its implications.
无论如何,完成报告后,我只是这个nking (only 'thinking' mind you), that if I sent it to a really good investigative journalist (is there such a thing?), who would know how to 'bring it out' maybe, that this would be cool. I was only semi serious in my mind, but the thought was there. I went to sleep. Later my dog woke me saying she really needed to go out. So I get up let her out and then go back to bed. I'm just drifting off (the 'in between place'), and I become aware that there's someone in my room. I open my eyes (not sure that I actually did this), and sitting across the room in a chair is a guy, who leans forward and stares at me. He says, 'you know, my friends in Chicago could just take you and do what they like, so keep your mouth shut'.
Well, first I felt a trickle of fear, then recognising this I deliberately lay back down and centered myself and in that moment I realised that I did not have to 'do' anything. This was wonderful, so I leaned up on one elbow and told the guy that I didn't have to 'do' anything; that it was already being done by many others and in fact it was already too late for them, so go back and tell his 'friends' that. I laughed out loud I think and in that moment, he disappeared.
So, I had a 'visit' in the in between place, even though I had only been 'thinking' about things, and only semi-seriously. So, my questions are, how did this happen? What does it mean? How did 'they' (?) even know that I was thinking this?
If the C's have anything to say about the 'in between' state, I would be very interested to know. Perhaps it is a state that is 'used' for this kind of manipulative 'viewing' or something? It was just so interesting. What came out of it for me was a lot of things, but primarily the lesson that the 'moment' of centering and sending fear away, was so immediate in connecting me to 'strength' and 'knowing'. Anyone else got some insights?