Just because all knowledge is inside you doesn’t mean you can access it. That’s why the C’s said “it’s fun to see how much you can access,” because we can only access what we are capable of accessing. If we were capable of accessing everything there would be no such thing as believing in lies or illusions. But people do believe in things that are incorrect (isn’t that why you try and correct people?) So we can get false information. We all can only access what we are able, and each person has access to different things. That’s why it is important to listen to what others have to say, just as everyone here is listening to you and trying to see whether what you say matches up with what wither have accessed, and with what other people they trust have accessed. It is possible to believe you are accessing truth, where in fact you are accessing false information.
that’s why there is a ladder and variability in awareness. You must learn from others further ahead of you, if you want to avoid the suffering that comes with trying to learn everything by yourself with no input from others.
btw, are you familiar with the concepts of intentional suffering, the machine, the predator mind, and personal bankruptcy? I read your posts and I see a lot of negative emotions, all of which distort our thinking and limit our ability to access information. Are you aware that I cannot see myself as others see me, and that you cannot see yourself the way others see you? We all have this blind spot, and that’s why feedback from people you trust is important.
I’m not saying you have to listen to what we say if you don’t trust the experience and intentions of people on here, who have learned from Laura and the C’s and collectively accessed and manifested their wisdom into reality as much as they are capable. If you do not trust and have faith in the good of others here then there’s no point in trying to get through to you.