karo
Jedi
Last week I was privileged to met Laura in my dream and to tell her that I really appreciate her mother-like attitude she describes in her texts, like for example in "High Strangeness" or in "The Wave". I think I was trying to express myself, and to speak about the book. Also in this dream I dreamed that I met someone who is involved in C's project, and we were glad that we met. I woke up pleased. Generally I interpret this dream as a looking for a mother figure in my life and also that I'm looking for someone to connect to and share experiences. (Yes, I know I can share it here; there is still great barrier in me to write anything, and I'm working on comparing myself to others and also on how I see myself and how I can think and process information).
The next night I also dreamed about Laura, and people involved in C's project generally, but this time the picture of her was distorted - I knew that it is she, but she didn't looked like her at all, and I realized that something is wrong here. I saw people around the house but from distance and I couldn't connect with anybody. Unfortunately after time I don't remember much details, but had weird feelings about the second dream after waking up. From what I wrote about it in the morning, there were also many other plots in this dream: about being chased by matrix :p; I connected to one male person from the big house where everybody was living in and this person was wearing something to cover his head under it, but only for work (like eye-ball of The Residents or so like); there was a situation that a female person disappeared from her usual working place and that people had consensus about it that "she didn't knew how to self-defend herself and was to compliant" and if she would know this it wouldn't happen. This one I interpret as a maybe reminder to work on myself to get the clearer picture and to work on my ways of how I relate to people. Also it shows how my attention is focused on "meeting someone" and maybe the one that disappeared and couldn't self-defend and so on was actually me. It is difficult sometimes to interpret dreams in "Jungian manner" if applying possibility of them being from other time-lines or from parallel reality, but anyway a great thing to observe during ones life :)
Thank you for reading and for possibility of sharing.
The next night I also dreamed about Laura, and people involved in C's project generally, but this time the picture of her was distorted - I knew that it is she, but she didn't looked like her at all, and I realized that something is wrong here. I saw people around the house but from distance and I couldn't connect with anybody. Unfortunately after time I don't remember much details, but had weird feelings about the second dream after waking up. From what I wrote about it in the morning, there were also many other plots in this dream: about being chased by matrix :p; I connected to one male person from the big house where everybody was living in and this person was wearing something to cover his head under it, but only for work (like eye-ball of The Residents or so like); there was a situation that a female person disappeared from her usual working place and that people had consensus about it that "she didn't knew how to self-defend herself and was to compliant" and if she would know this it wouldn't happen. This one I interpret as a maybe reminder to work on myself to get the clearer picture and to work on my ways of how I relate to people. Also it shows how my attention is focused on "meeting someone" and maybe the one that disappeared and couldn't self-defend and so on was actually me. It is difficult sometimes to interpret dreams in "Jungian manner" if applying possibility of them being from other time-lines or from parallel reality, but anyway a great thing to observe during ones life :)
Thank you for reading and for possibility of sharing.